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Yeah its FRIDAY!!!! & since its friday, i dont feel like doing any work today. huhu.

I'm so waiting for the weekends cause this whole week, i was super lazy to come to work.

Weekends are the only days that i can wake up later & for me to do my personal stuff!.

& & & i'm coming up with something new for my online shop so stay tune. That is if im not too lazy to revamped my website lar.

Ouh cycling with the family was uber fun & hilarious last Sunday. Surprisingly, mum too joined in the fun. Its been aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaages since mum rode a bicycle & its been years since i cycled. I think, bike is easier to balance then bicycle cause bicycle is light. O_o Sis & i wanted to blade, but since everyone wanted to cycle, we decided to cycle too. We were kinda worried abt mum though cause her health wise isnt that good due to her asthma but thank goodness she was ok. We cycled ard East Coast & took several breaks so that mum wont get too tired. & Qirah always end up last no matter where we go.

Ouh speaking of Qirah, my second last sibling. She was damn funnny lar. We cycled till this Seafood restaurant & decided to make a u turn back. Mum already cheated cause she saw us stopping & turning, she made a u turn straight away so that she ended up being the first instead of the last. Qirah too wanted to cheat, then suddenly she shouted & some what kick her bike aside. She screamed & screamed & hopped around & at the same time pointing to her shoulder. Obviously we were shocked lar with her sudden behaviour. So we were shouting whats wrong with u.

Then she shouted, "I saw a bee! I saw a bee!"

Cries & point to her shoulder.

"Tanak! tanak!" (Dont want Dont Want)

Instead of helping her, me, kakak, dad, hafiq & haiqal burst into laughter cause there was nothing on her shoulder & we dint see anything flying/buzzing off! Kakak suspected it was actually her rubber band which caused the illusion of the insect. So went we told her that it was her rubber band, she turned red & started laughing. *tsk tsk* Hilarious shit. wahaha.

So the boy had his Passing out Parade last Friday. I ended up going cause he really really really wanted me to be there so ya. He was grinning like hell when his squad marched passed the audience. I must admit that i was really proud of him that moment. *big smile* & the boy got posted under the Police MRT Unit. So he'll be patrolling here & there. Although that's not what he wanted, he was glad cause he expected something shitty cause he was one of the few Nitec guys stuck with the Diploma squad.

His Inspector (?) said, "You want to know what your Boyfriend did?"
I replied, "What?"
"Ouh (paused) he took care of the whole squad!"
Everyone burst into laughter. Obviously its not true lar. He was super mischievous n always got the whole squad in trouble. So, it was the total opposite.

Last night, they had their BBQ gathering. Same thing happen. There was another inspector who came. All his squad mate was like pushing him towards the inspector & he kept on running away.
He was the only one who dare to joke ard with the higher ranked inspector.

Ouh, & He's been a real sweetheart this few days. :) Love love.

Got to go. Family outing! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

Its good to know that ur siblings are always there for you especially when things go wrong. Their concerns left me smiling & i felt as if huge weight was lifted from my shoulder. & today, i saw the adult side of my bro. :) thanks for asking how i was doing "matrep".

Syukur alhamdulilah.

I love my family a lot. We can share anything & everything but still keep it within us. Yesterday's drama was nothing but pure stupidity. i realised that only those whom i truly love can make me cry & sob uncontrollably till i fall asleep. I love my mummy although she gets on my nerves most of the time, like last night. We had a huge quarrel in the wee morning. I know she was just trying to protect me but whatever she did was wrong, totally wrong. Me being me, i will always stand up for my rights. My mum yelled & i yelled back cause i was not in the wrong, i did nothing wrong actually. Kakak? She hid under the bed sheet not wanting to interfere. Dad? He was already asleep, i think he heard us but dint wanna interfere as well. Why? Cause if they side me, mummy will kecik hati & sprout more nonsensical stuff, n they obviously cant side her cause mummy is in the wrong. She was making a big fuss out of nothing n got other ppl involved. But mummy end up apologising this morning while i was at work which got me all teared up. I ended up in the toilet, crying, calming myself. She knows i was really mad at her. Cause usually before i go for work, i will salam her & kiss her forehead although i'm like already super late. But just now, i was just too down to even approach her. So i just left home quietly. On the other hand, I'm glad that it was resolved, between mummy & me. the other party? Nah not fully.

Early that day was Raya visiting with the girls. Ouh back to the girls, we had lotsa fun, Aisha drove us ard. & she actually drove as fast as 120km/hr la eh. tsk tsk tsk. Tak sayang nyawe btol budak ni. & i dont get to take any pic :( my stupid camera broke down. So have to wait for the ladies to email me.

I'm still contemplating whether i should go this friday. My leave was already approved but im still left undecided.

& i dont want to grow up can i? Im not strong enough to handle life. I'm still brittle.