An Abstract of Her Life.

6/25/2008 10:31:00 AM, Wednesday, June 25, 2008

:( position filled? utter rubbish.

*sigh*

#*#%$

6/24/2008 04:53:00 PM, Tuesday, June 24, 2008

When love is no longer strong, insecurities keep flowing in.
Even a tiny problem was made big.

Ouh, I had to give my interview a missed. *sigh*

Labels: Life, Love

6/20/2008 04:02:00 PM, Friday, June 20, 2008

Everyone's so busy while i'm walking around disturbing my colleagues. I have nothing to do. Quoted from my colleague, "Zila's honeymoon period lasted throughout her contract while mine lasted only for a week." Huhu. :)

I bought another shoes yesterday when i havent even use my gallaz shoes. I couldnt resist it. It captured my attention and really really really have to get my hands on them so i bought them. Luckily it dint burn a hole in my pocket since it was on sale. *grins* i loike.

6/17/2008 04:05:00 PM, Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Father's Day was spent with the WHOLE family at East Coast park. The weather was pretty humid and i was iching all over my body. Sucks. Had fun though there wasnt much things to do.

Our attempt (failed) in making letters with the camera and a strong source of light.

The Dads

The Family

My Farewell dinner

My in-charge approach me early today asking whether im available to extend my contract for another month. As we talked, the issue about becoming a permanent staff was raised. So now, i'm waiting for the higher management to talk to me and such. I'm hoping to stay with the company since i've adapted to the surroundings and the colleagues here are a fun bunch. If i get to stay, i guess the farewell dinner was a waste of money then. Haha. There's 2 other dishes which i dint manage to capture the pics. n others which i dint upload. hehe.

Labels: Family, Fun, Life, Love

6/13/2008 01:57:00 PM, Friday, June 13, 2008

Been wanting to upload the zoo pics since 2 weeks ago but i couldnt bear to show my-forever-putting-on-weight body. Sigh.. (ouh i avoided t-shirts cause i look fat in them, serious.)

My parents decided to fetch this lil kiddo, Audi Anaqi, from the grandma's house to join us for our Zoo trip. This lil kiddo is too small (doesnt like drinking milk at all), too active (runs, fall, laugh, repeat action all over again) and i must say prefer guys than girls. damn it. Ouh image heavy.

Ran...

Fell....

Stood up...

Laughed...

Ran away...

01 July 2008 - Haiqal's Birthday

He love riding the fake crocodile...

Got angry when my sis tried to put her hands in its mouth...

My bro had to be his bapak angkat for the day...

Since it was blazing hot, n we've forgotten his cap, he did that for his own survival...

Mummy's bestfriend. The Babirusa. haha. stink like hell...

Hehe. My bestfriend..

The grandfather...

The guys...

3 legged elephant? :)

Nah just joking.. See even the elephant is laughing at my lame jokes..

My junior...

The monitor lizard gobbled down the meat within a few secs...

Qirah's twin.. Heh...

Labels: Family, Fun, Life, Love

6/12/2008 11:06:00 AM, Thursday, June 12, 2008

So u're blocking me from msn again? oh well...

Labels: Random

6/11/2008 12:27:00 PM, Wednesday, June 11, 2008

Im still cool. :)

He cried yesterday, he missed his mum, dad and me. Surprisingly, im still ok. Maybe the fact that we were having a rough time recently, and were separated for awhile without contacting, made things easier for me to handle when he's away. Ouh but i'm always waiting for his messages/calls. He did contacted me every now and then.

His sis msged me yesterday. At first, she dint know it was me cause she thought i already broken up with him for good. Its nice to hear that she was glad that it was me, and not another girl. She was missing her bro so much n she she had no one to share it with so she decided to approach me since only i could understand her. I guess their home seems quieter now since Taufik isn't around. He's like the "baby" of the family i must say. Anw, Im happy to know that she had no grudges against me now cause i always have a feeling that his whole family dint really like me. :) But like i always say, if ade jodoh tak ke mane. Just hoping that i will get their blessing soon.

Ouh, at last i tried baking the brownies yesterday. Been wanting to bake the brownies my Gf made for a few of the birthday bash n only got my ass down to bake last night. Haha. My family was kinda shocked actually cause tibe2 out of the blue i wanted to bake. i did it all by myself, im proud of it. haha. My family love it, my sis' colleagues like it and my colleague too like it. Next try, the super duper sedap cheesecake my gf bake the other time. wohooo.

Labels: Fun, Life, Love, NS, Random

6/10/2008 10:38:00 AM, Tuesday, June 10, 2008

i have a feeling that you're mad/disappointed/kecik hati with me.

Im not sure why but i know you are.

i think its time for me to stop fooling around.

So yesterday, He bought 2 additional new hp batts so that he could contact me easily for this coming two weeks. :) His heart was beating so fast yesterday, he said he was worried for me. Not sure it was for me or the fact that he need to report today.

meet for a while,

cried a little,

took home the mee goreng that mum cooked for him,

online for a while,

slept.

it went well dint it?

He sounded happy too but there's more to come. Its just day 1.

Labels: Life, Love, NS, Past

6/09/2008 10:08:00 AM, Monday, June 09, 2008

Things have been really rough lately between us.

We quarreled almost everyday, everything seems wrong.

However when we meet, everythings ok. As if theres no problem at all.

Last few nights, you told me repeatedly to behave myself and wait for you.

You told me to keep for you your ring, that ring which you've been wearing since we bought it.

I can't promise you anything. I'll try to behave but i'll definitely wait for you. I've already make your ring as my pendent and i'll make sure i'll use it everyday.

Ever since we broke up 4-5months ago, i've been waiting for you, waiting for you to change, waiting for you to revert back to ur old self. I was attached to another guy only after getting the green light from you, after you telling me indirectly that you din't wanna get back with me. But it din't last. Everyone know it won't last, my sis, my mum, my brother, him and myself.

Last 2 nights were memorable. Surprisingly, we dint even quarrel. You taught me how to ride again at Kallang and i got a hang of it. You thought i couldnt even ride and now i've shown it to you. I can even pillion ride you now. But too bad you're too heavy that your tyre was nearly punctured by the time we reach the petrol station. :)

Sadly, you'll be serving you're NS tomorrow. You're all grown up right now. I've seen you change for the last 5 years. I've been with you FAITHFULLY for the past few years. I've no problem waiting for several weeks/months/years as long as you keep on giving me those hopes. You've been part of me ever since.

I'm pretty sure many is against us getting together again but thankfully, my parents have been supporting me, and thats all that matters.

I'm left with half a day to have you by my side and 3 more days to our, supposingly, 5 Years Anniversary. Although we are not officially together, that very date 120603, means a lot to me.

I'll miss you, very much.

I know you wont be reading this but i just have to express my feelings.

So back to the botak days i guess. :)

AKU RINDU KORANG LA EH.

6/04/2008 08:39:00 AM, Wednesday, June 04, 2008

Pagi pagi da saketkan hati aku. Bodoh btol.
&^#&*@%&$*

Labels: Fuck up

6/03/2008 04:48:00 PM, Tuesday, June 03, 2008

Im super sleepy today.
My tongue is full of ulcer.
Still sucking sweets to keep me awake.
Drank bottles of plain water today.
Went to the toilet too often.
Smiled/giggled/laughed too much in front of the monitor.
The temperature is freaking cold even wearing sweater doesnt help.
My face is absolutely busuk today.

Ok bye.

Labels: Life

6/02/2008 04:41:00 PM, Monday, June 02, 2008

I have lots to blog about but time doesnt permits me and by the time i wanna blog, i forgot bout what i wanna blog about. haha. (ouh hop down to Nurul's blog for larger pics)

The Loves

Labels: Life