An Abstract of Her Life.

12/31/2005 02:56:00 PM, Saturday, December 31, 2005

thursday!!

family day...!
hahakz craps...
went out to town wif my parents...
first time ever going to town wif dem..
it was pure fun...
although its a "slow journey"..

went there to look for my bag!!
yeah at last i have my very own bag...
teehhee....
went to a few places but couldnt find any interesting bag..
so we proceed to tangs!
bought my bag at PUMA...
there's only a few choices there...

i wanted to buy the orange one but my daddy say it looks like an outdated "kampong" bag...
n he said that i had a similar one..
the fake puma beg b b bought me...
nice nice... hahahakzz.
so i settled on a black sling bag!
wanna c wanna c wanna c?! hehehe

there you go.. jeng jeng jeng!!

(my bantal bucuk placed bhind my bag... it smells wonderful!! hahaha)
hehe.. wanna noe y im so happy bout making dat decision? i'll reveal it later...

since my sis started working, life's getting better...
thanks god for that...
promise b b that i'll start praying in 2006...
i hope i'll b able to hold up to dat..
im growing older day by day...

back to my story....
mami wanted a bag from guess. ya guess!
so she choose n choose n choose...
the price rises from below $100 to $99 to $159
and ended up not buying anything...
she is so damn choosy...
everything that kene...
its a good thing that she's not buying one..
its too xpensive.. n she's gonna use it like once in a while?
futhermore, she juz bought a new handbag from fila 2weeks back...

so after everything we went to little india to haf our dinner...
the food sux totally...
the mutton chop taste like henna(inai)..
ewww yucks....
but i finished everything up! hahaha
i dint eat since morning mah...

we decided to take a walk to mustafa center..
dint went there b4..
i kept on hearing ppl said dat the place smells bad...
went i reached there, all i could smell was indian's perfumes/oil..
im ok wif dat..
so we shop shoop shop a lil n went home...
reached home at 1am, by bus...
dint know that 147 ends so late...
the bus we took was at 1230am liddat..
n the bus driver said dat theres another 2 more buses..
ooooooouhh....

FriDAY!!!!
went out to town again...
diz time wif b b...
im so proud to use my new puma bag...
hahaha...
heard a few ppl talking bout my bag...
hmmm feel v proud of it...
hahaha...

met b b at dhoby ghaut...
hmph u r late by a few secs...
thats not fair.!

first stop, makan dulu!!! hahaha...
ate my usual honeydew chic noodle at puncak..
dats the only thing i ate there...
my fav.. yum yum...
b b had he's dunno wat noodle la...

so we walked ad far east, to tangs n to heeren...
lots of sweater caught my attention...
but dint buy any...
i think i bought too much stuff diz few weeks...

at heeren, the Vault shop i think..
i saw MY BAG!!! MY NEW BAG!!!
which means that my bag is a limited one...
dat is why im proud of my bag!
understand?
so now i haf a fake one n a limited edition one...
hmmm..
hehehe

walked to PS cause b b wanna play xbox....
i fell asleep again while temaning b b play...
hehe.. i cant help it i feel so so tired..
eventhough we went out late, the nite was still early..
we reached PS at 8...
its been the second time i fell asleep there...

the first time was wen b b n his crazy fren was playing their usual soccer game...
they claimed that i was tapping b b's stomach wen i was sleeping..
n they had a great laugh at it wen i woke up...
n yest, i shuddered a bit in my sleep n b b laughed again..

so wen i woke up, b b immediately bawak me go mam again..
haha.. i felt so bloated....
on the way home, while walking towards the bus stop,
b b bullied me like there's no other days...

he kept on tapping my my forehead...
it was damn painful..
my forehead was kinda wide, so wen i sweat, its kinda shiny..
so he tapped my forehead, n laughed,
tapped n laughed...
from houg mall to the bus stop...
n he nearly kena his asthma attack..
stoopid b b...
wait for my revenge ok!!!!!

today is eve of new year...
guess im not goin anywhere...
its raining, my dad n lil brother not in,
my sis off to work
so i had to stay at home to take care of my mom n my lil siblings..
futhermore its raining...

however i had a great time diz wk...
i've not done my tutorials n my proj!!
next week gonna b a very bz week...
haiz sch sch sch.......

12/27/2005 11:45:00 PM, Tuesday, December 27, 2005

lets forget the previous post n talk about HAPPY TIMEs!

meet b b on erm hmmm monday, yes thats it....
not sure y but kept on meeting him on the late afternoon...
so bla bla bla bla, i meet him at lavender...
since im gonna b late agan, im foreva late wen im wif him, teehee,
i asked him to ate his lunch first..
so i went there hurriedly since he was waiting for me since, ern dunno wat time la..

so bla bla bla wen i reached lavender, my focuse was only to go st to the coffee shop..
im afraid wen im late coz i hate to see "that look" on his face wen im late...
so i walked quickly w/o realising that b b was there, rite infront of the traffic light waiting for me by the railing..
i dint realise him at all, so i walked so ever quickly towards the coffee shop...
hehehe... den b b called me...
he thot that i was mad/angry/merajok at him.. hehehe....
he said i already saw him but i looked away.
i dint even realised him at all...
hahahakz funny sia..
he actually ran after me... duh b b u r crazy...

so off we go to find his black bemudas pants...
we found a cheap one costing at $15 but b b only had $13 so he paid 13 bucks..
i was thirsty so i asked b b to buy me a drink..
instead of buying it st, he laughed at me..
he said i was "cute". haha only to him, n wif him, im like dat..
so after dat, we proceed to hmmm penny n city link!

dint really haf any motive of going there...
we juz wanna fill our time so ya, we go walk walk...
its been a long time since we went suntec so we took a long walk there..
its been ages since i went there...

we surveyed the sports shops n stuff..
n the puma bag caught my eyes..
i really wanna buy myself a beg...
diz time i vow to buy one...
either i asked my dad for one, or i'll save up n buy one...

b b bought me a giordano t-shirt again...
i have like more than 5pieces of diff color oredi..
hahaha.. had most of the color, the others? nah i dun like the colors...
im a very boring person so wen i use one shirt, i'll buy the same design n cloth but diff color...

i was thirsty n hungry from that long distance walking hahakz thus we proceed to carrefour..
b b bought me diz 840ml bottle of choc milk which i drank mostly by myself..
hahaha... so there i was walking wif that huge bottle around suntec...
i dint know if anyone was watching me coz i was to engross in drinking that milk...
b b said to me, "i think, today, im not wif my gerl but wif "my daughter" instead"..
hahahaks crap la bb..

we walked back to penny as i wanted to eat LJS..
after i ordered my meal, i juz dun feel like eating...
the chicken doesnt taste good..
its like overcooked or something...
so i only ate a lil bit....

so u c, every relationship has its own ups n downs...
ppl always choose to blog their sad moment n ignore the happy times....
ppl choose to remember the sad stuff n forgot the happy moments...

even in friendship, its the same...
dear papaya, here's the post dedicated to u...
like i've said, every relationship which includes friendship has its own ups n downs...
i still remember the first time i joined YCKPS...
i was pretty lonely...
im a rather quiet girl...
i dun like making the first move...
so wen i got to know u, i really rely on u on everything...
i will be seen only wif u wherever i go, erm even to the toilet i think..
hahahks...
i remember that time... after exams i think...
the group of guys brought wasabe to the malay class...
they went to "colek" a bit to everyone's mouth including urs...
n we had to dashed to the toilet coz that thing was damn spicy..
hahaha.... terbatal puase kau time tu...

i remember those days where u looove wearing big long skirts n long socks...
hahaha.... it was rather ackward but i dun mind being ur fren...
u would sumbat the water bottle n pencil case n ur exercise book inside ur pockets..
hehe funny sia...

i forgot wat happen that time wen suddenly u n i were not closed n like u said we turn to our other frens for company...
eventhough i was close to Laura dat time, c our,me n her, relationship dun last...

after those emails i think, we were back to our usual self...
it was a miracle that we got into the same sch...
but life changes again...
we were not as closed as always...
coz u found lotsa friends n im always within that same circle of friends...
despite all those bad mouthed stuff i heard about u, i still respect u as my v close, special friend...
i believe diff ppl has diff character so i respect urs no matter how u behave....

we kinda drifted apart rite... but true friends remain when they remember each other inside their hearts despite all the stuffs that had happened...
u never failed to give me a bdae present but i always fail to give u one..
haha sorry bout that... i'll make sure i give u one in the coming year...
hehehe...

so ya, im glad that i've known you...
i never regret knowing u, having you as my friend...
i hope in the years to come, no matter wat happens, we'll remain friends, close friends no matter how bz our lifes will b...

*iYaZiLa*FrenZ tiLL tHe enD of tiMe*

12/27/2005 06:35:00 PM,

dunno wats wrong wif him nowadays..
problems after problems keep rising..
the problem wif him is, he always take things toooooo seriously...
too seriously that it causes him to go crazy..!
haiz... wonder wat will help him change...
when he go crazy, he will not even care bout other ppl round him.
all he know is to vent his anger on me...

juz like yesterday..
we slept at 4am. he said he wanna sleep early, but he couldnt so we talked on the phone as per normal..
me being an owl during school hols had no prob wif that..
he told me to wake him up at 6am, which i did.
so i switched on my hp's alarm n woke him up at 6am..
i gave him a LOT OF MISSED CALLS despite being so damn bloody sleepy...
i called n called until one point of time, when i called his hp was engaged..
i thot he was awake so i dcided to sleep....

at 8+am, he called me... he was v late for his badminton training which will end at 9 or 10.. i dunno...
im kinda sensitive to sounds, hp ringings wen im sleeping, so i had to pick up the hp... which was a huge mistake la...
he was like all so angry n started cursing n saying "badwords" at EIGHT IN THE MORNING!!!!!
shldnt he gave a thot bout me?
im like so damn sleepy n i did called him up but he was the one who dint wanna wake up..
so was that my fault...?

i was so so so so angry at him...
so wen i got a chance to put down the phone, i hid the hp under my body so that the bloody hp wont disturb my sleep again....
i dcided not to accompany him to take his "found' wallet coz he was rude, inconsiderate n vent his anger at the wrong person for a wrong reason n at the wrong time.

so met him only at 4, only bcoz i want him to accompany me to serangoon to buy my rabbits supply...
his ex was confiscated... shall not elaborate on that...
it worsen his moodeven more...
duh! i kept quiet the whole journey...
hate it when his angry...
so ya thats about it...

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papaya, stay tune.. hehe...

12/24/2005 01:57:00 PM, Saturday, December 24, 2005

met b b yesterday... i was kinda really late..
dcided to meet ard 4 but reached there at erm 6+?
reason being that, had to teman mami go ntuc..
padahal adek sume ade pat umah but aku jugak kene teman..
tkpe takpe.. loove mymami so so much..

so of to meet bb at pasir ris..
we had no where else to go so he decided that i should come there n meet his rabbits..
i reluctantly(how to spell? i forgot! correct rite?) said yes...

so b b took me from loyang pt n we walked towards somewhere close to his block..
n off he go to "fetch" his rabbit..
had great time wif him n his rabbits...
after tat, we went for our"dinner" at changi....
im so so glad that his back to his usual self..
so bubbly, cheerful n full of nonsensical stuff....

here are the pixies!
p/s:wah lawa nye gambar!! nak tau asal?! i got to use/borrow my sis 7610!!! yeah. she bought herself a new phone. motorola pink razor v3 fon, so i got to use her nokia hp.. how lucky i can b.. hehe.. therefore u can expect a few photos to b uploaded everytime i blogged!!

AWAK!! thats her name.. hahakz

b b n his lop rabbit

eavesdropping.. hehe... big rite?

awak! kiut rite so v big.. like her lop ears.

me n AWAK

me n king2! he's mine actually but i got bb to look after him for me.
c that uncensored thing! hahakz. (in between the legs!

aku dan dia.. hahakz

alah dabes da? hehehe

12/23/2005 02:17:00 AM, Friday, December 23, 2005

well i dcided to staywif this template for the whole of my "blogging life". i'll make some edits when i haf e time or wen i feel like editing...

dear dearie,
since darlin has started working, lots of misunderstanding happens n its buggin me.
it was too fast for me to adapt to his changes thus quarrels happened everyday w/o fail.
but as soon as b b was at work, i cooled down.

imagine, frequent callings n meetings suddenly changes to meeting once a week n less than 2 hrs calls per day in total.
how can i adapt to dat changes so fast?? i cried every nite missing him, not getting the usual freedom i had n those lovey dovey calls which lasted for hours.
he knew it when i cried even if i denied them. thus, he will feel down n cried too eventually...

he dcided to quit his job juz now..
i feel terrible.. i should b glad that he did dat rite but no, i feel guilty..
i dint know if its solely bcoz of me or that is it bcoz he cant take it, or i dunno...
he was kinda "rough" towards me after tellin me bout it but it wasnt entirely my fault..

he had insomia everynite, which ended up not sleeping eventhough he was damn tired..
with those sleepless nite, he'll go to his badminton training, rested for awhile n off to work..
he'll than throw tantrums. i tried not to get angry but cldnt.

so now, im feelingless. my dear had fall asleep, like i said, he dint sleep the nite before..
so ya dear, tell me, is it my cause that u quited? or is it bcoz u couldnt cope wif ur work? or is there any other reasons behind that?
MUHAMMAD TAUFIK u r greatly missed.
i hope u r back to ur usual self wen i meet u later..
loove u so so much.. im sorie..

12/18/2005 04:56:00 PM, Sunday, December 18, 2005

Congratulations miszila, you are...'PoiPoi' Apple Lim of verypoisonouslady.blogspot.com

You look like a stereotypical bimbo outside but its a different story inside. You're a nice, simple, proud and straightforward person who believes what you're doing is right. You don't change people, and you love them for who they are. Your primary goal in life is to be happy, next to being pretty. You have your detractors but you don't let them bring you down. You go out of your way to help others out even before they ask, and for that they love you.

Which Singaporean Blogger Are You?

dun think wanna cont the story which i left out earlier..
hahaha not for now though..
boredom leads me to laziness n pure laziness caused me to do nothing but MURDER ALL THOSE SMALL BLACK INSECTS AKA THE DEVIL ANTS WHO KEPT ON TRYING TO ERM "CONQUER" MY HOUSE..! UP TO DATE, I'VE MURDERED MORE THAN 100 OF THEM!! N I FEEL BAD BUT ITS ALL THIER FAULT!! hMMPH!! I WANNA GO OUT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! BLEARGH!! OUTZ!

12/18/2005 12:40:00 PM,

lepas satu, satu lagi.. nanti kau jdi giler aku pon same..
hidop hidop...
meh lari kubur, senang..
takya fikir pasal duit, keje..
kalau lapar makan tanah ngan rumput..
bungu pon bleh...
sian la u...

12/17/2005 10:26:00 PM, Saturday, December 17, 2005

apart from all those misunderstanding(erm no no, quarrels) i still have fun time like i've said..
met dear on wed n friday...
missed him so so much...

actually wanna meet him at 11am, rite after sch but due to the make up lecture, i have to delayed it to 2, but it dint go for the lect thou. haha..
for the whole 3 hrs, i was all by myself...

erm i dun feel like blogging... cont later... wakakaka....
outZ!

12/17/2005 01:09:00 AM,

i had a great time wif u juz now until u ruin everything urself!!!!!!!!!
%3&$8#&%*#&%*&(!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i hate my life...!!!! bcoz of u!!

12/12/2005 12:55:00 AM, Monday, December 12, 2005

HAPPY 30 MONTH ANNIVERSARY LOOVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WOHOOO I LOOVE YOU LOADS.....
LOOVEYOULOOVEYOULOOVEYOULOOVEYOU
LOOVEYOULOOVEYOULOOVEYOULOOVEYOU
LOOVEYOULOOVEYOULOOVEYOULOOVEYOU
LOOVEYOULOOVEYOULOOVEYOULOOVEYOU
LOOVEYOULOOVEYOULOOVEYOULOOVEYOU
LOOVEYOULOOVEYOULOOVEYOULOOVEYOU
LOOVEYOULOOVEYOULOOVEYOULOOVEYOU
LOOVEYOULOOVEYOU
MUACKS!!

12/11/2005 08:01:00 PM, Sunday, December 11, 2005

(my teeth's gettin worst.. urgh!)

1. Tell her she is beautiful or gorgeous (not fine, orsexy)

2 . Hold her hand at any moment . . . even if itsjustfor a second.

3 . Kiss her on the forehead/ neck

4 . Leave her voice messages to wake up to.

5 . When she is upset, hold her tight and tell herhowmuch she means to you.

6 . Recognize the small things . . . they usuallymeanthe most.

7 . Pick her over all the other girls you hang outwith.

8 . Write her notes. (She'll love them )

9 . Introduce her to family and friends . . . as yourgirlfriend.

10 . Play with her hair.11 . Pick her up, tickle her, and play-wrestle withher.

12 . Sit in the park and just talk to her.

13 . Tell her funny jokes, tell her stupid jokes, orjusttell her jokes.

14 . Let her fall asleep in your arms.

15 . If she's mad at you, kiss her.

16 . Give her piggyback rides.

17 . Bring her flowers

18 . Treat her the same around your friends as youdo when your alone.

19 . Look her in the eyes and smile.

20 . Let her take as many pictures of you as shewants.

21 . Kiss her in the rain.

22 . If your in love with her . . . tell her.

12/11/2005 11:42:00 AM,

anyone wants her autograph? hahaha loove her to bits....
go fifi go........! wakakaka

mish u dearie..... muacks!

12/08/2005 11:50:00 PM, Thursday, December 08, 2005

im waiting for my dearie rite now...
he's not yet home...
pity him...
tough work...
independent...
i like..
hahaha..
b b where r you?? wonder wen u gonna reach home n gimme a call...
i have not done my stats tutorial yet.. i repeat I HAVE NOT DONE MY STATS TUTORIAL YET N I DREAD GOIN TO SCH FOR DAT STUPID 1HR TUTORIAL!!!! SOMEONE SAVE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!

hehehe... about today...
my speech went well...
erm thats wat i think thou...
i started rushing thru everything when my nerves attacked me....
teehee... class was kinda noisy while some of them were presenting...
mayb dats due to the "interesting" articles, pixies, booklets, phamplets being passed around...

i kinda rushed to sch in the afternoon..
wanted to asked my fren/s to print for me my speech outline but i think im too over reliant on them..
therefore, i asked my bro n my cuzzie to rush to houg mall n buy me the ink catridge....
they did however the stupid, cheap, unknown brand catridge decided to turn against me...
it refused to provide me wif any ink...
dats the problem being cheapskate...
it cost me 10 bucks...
so stupidly i 'blew' dat catridge and plop 3 colors fell on my lovely, going to be thrown soon, brownish flower net bag....
but wen i put it back into the printer, guess wat...
the blue ink wont work...
therefore all my speech outline, including the websites which i had to print n to be submited to my tcr, are orange/yellow in color....
i had no time to continue 'persuading' dat catridge to provide me wif its precious ink, so i dashed to sch..

15 mins to my presentation, n i was still queing to print my stuff...
luckily a fren of mine was there too so i wasnt dat kanchong...
i managed to print my visual aid stuff n proceed to class...

so bla bla bla....
skipped principle of management again...
i had too study for the ica dat was held at EIGHT PM!!! N IM WAS DARN SLEEPY!
so we, iza n me, studied a lil bit...
guess wat, so so so so so many people skipped the lect...
a fren of mine told me dat theres like only 15-20 ppl in there...
how empty was dat??! hahhaa..
too bad, the lecturer was old n draggy but he did gave us lotsa info....

ica was damn hmm easy? hahaha but we dint noe wat to xpect from the paper so in turn out horrible.... i'll fail for sure...

lalalala b b.... where are you....
haiz...
gonna settle down n do my stats now...
someone!! buy me a new bag....! n i'll be nice to u foreva! haha
lame-o..
OUTz!!

12/08/2005 12:26:00 AM,

Been very busy lately...
projects are piling up...
ICAs are coming...
tomorrow(today) is my management ica.
i've yet to study anything.
done the notes but like i said havent study.
i was buzy typing my speech for later..
ive finished my speech but have yet to memorize them..
but still, its up to no use..
i'll get nervous n will continously refer to my piece of paper(book)..
i still have not print the speech yet..
gonna buy to printer's ink tumorrow..
i dint wanna rely on people too often..
im the second to go.. wish me luck.. god bless.

dear started working yest(wed)...
he got the job at pizza hut, downtown, courtesy of suaida n her zamak..
he "asked" ard for jobs but to no avail..
however after accepting the job, a fren of his called up and ask if he wana work at adidas..
but since he oredi went for the pizza hut interview, he had to decline the offer.
b b juz reached home...
working from 4pm - 11++++++++
glad to hear tat his looving the job, wif so much food to bring home everynight..
urgh my stomach's grumbling...
haiz... gonna b reaally lonely wif no one to talk to...
therefore i have to focuse on my proj n studies in order to feel the emptyness...
b b, missed you so so much...

im still not sure when his off days gonna b on...
hopefully its not on thurs.. coz dat the worst day ever.. which is tomorrow...

gonna end now..cant wait for term break...
i need break..
break from schools n projs...