An Abstract of Her Life.

1/30/2009 09:50:00 AM, Friday, January 30, 2009

I just have to blog about this. He actually bought me 4 different packs for M&Ms chocolates & sent it to my office just now.Awwwwww thats so sweeeeeet.

Why 4? Caused the last time he bought me a pack, i said it wasnt enough. wahahaha. O_o
This actually got me thinking. We quarrelled 2 days back. I was pissed.I'm always pissed. Instead of consoling him over some issues, i got mad. I sms-ed him a bunch of hurtful messages which made me feel bad now. When I refused to pick up the phone, he actually came down to my house just to see if i was at home when in actually fact he was the one who sent me home abt 2hrs back. He worried+relieved look somewhat softened my heart.

Now i questioned myself. What was the last sweet thing which i ever did for him. Sadly, i cant remember any. *sigh*

He's definitely not the type who will spend a lot on you. The most expensive thing which he ever bought me was a big box of Godiva chocs. He was willing to spend cause he knew i love chocolates so much.But I cant remeber anything that expensive which i ever bought him. Thats mainly because i never ever work during my poly days. Whatever pocket money my mum gave was only enough to tie me for a day.

Seldom you will find guys who are actually willing to go to this extend. I found two though the 2nd one dint last. :)

ouh he told me that he's out of it. I really hope that its for real this time round.

1/02/2009 10:10:00 AM, Friday, January 02, 2009

Did i mention that i have astigmatism?

That clearly explains why everything thing seems a little blurly at work.

Oval eyeballs? oh well, suits my oval first.

haha.

1/01/2009 08:49:00 PM, Thursday, January 01, 2009

Happy New Year People!

May you guys have a smooth sailing year ahead of you.
May all your wishes come true.
May all your plans go well this year.
God Bless..

Through out the years, 2008 was the most challenging year ever.
I've been in and out of relationships which was a huge impact on my life and believe it or not, im still struggling.
Nevertheless, i do have great memories with the girlfriends, the best-est birthday celebration ever, the girls outings and all the cam-whoring. Thanks for the great year Girls(each and everyone one of you hokey).
Ouh i've graduated too and since then i've started working. I'm thankful for the fact that i chose the right course, the right industry to be in. In my opinion, its not really a life changing situation like how people always claim it was.
Ouh and my very first bonus!! *grins*

Working life is rather mundane i must say. Looking foward to a change in job scope. I'm kinda irritated with the fact that my colleagues kept on complaining about all those small problems they encountered while working. Small stupid probs like wrong entity name, wrong Purchase order no, wrong sales order no & the fact that im doing the bigger bulk of the work then them just made me feel soooo irritated. Whatever problems she encountered, i too encountered the same. & since im doing the huge bulk, obviously im more prone to those small human mistakes. Nothing is perfect in life. There're bound to be mistakes everyway. To me, those things are not even what i considered a problem, its just a part & parcel of working life. *shakes head* Or maybe, i have a higher tolerance level as compared to them. My work is piling up because we're merging into one entity but im forever smiling/giggling at work.

Im still have relationship problem though and im kinda sick of it already. Im tired of solving his endless problems. 5 years people. 5 years of tolerating.

Im done. Take care ppl.

11/25/2008 08:43:00 PM, Tuesday, November 25, 2008

Some pictures from Dad's birthday celebration. We booked 4 tables at the Changi Seafood Restaurant. Cik Lin was the one who treat the whoooole family. There's a lot of dishes namely the Famous Crab something2, Prawn cereal, hotplate beancurd, sweet&sour fish, Lemon chicken yada yada yada. It was really fulfilling. Since my camera is still unrepaired & my handphone camera's is useless, all pictures were taken using Kakak's & Fik's hp. OUh kakak's hp sucked too. wahaha.
Let me introduce some of my family members. huhu.

My Bro, My Uncle, My Tok & Dad.

Kakak & his fiancee (Named Taufiq too)

Fitri & Lin (erm i think :S)

Me & Fik

Cik Lin & her bf (ouh he looked a bit like my dad)

Cik Alip & His Gf

My 2 aunts

My Adek sedares

Me, Fik, Fiq & Kak Fiza

My Family & *coughs* the extended ones

Nenek, Dad, Tok & Mummy

My Parents

Ouh this small boy here, we called him Tebal. When asked for his name, " he'll reply, "Sadiq Bin Salim." in a loow voice. How cute. Ouh u should see how he danced.

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Hahaha no no, i'll upload 2ml at work cause its taking me ages to upload my pictures. tsk tsk. Or maybe after my Gf's birthday this Sat. huhu.

ooooooo im sick.

11/14/2008 11:16:00 AM, Friday, November 14, 2008

Yesterday after work, i accompanied the boy to change his seat cover. A girl came in, with her helmet & tried on an Arai raincoat. In my heart i was like, awwww best nyer da pass. (awww best passed already). Then the salesman/mechanic tried to sell her a pair of gloves, after looking she decided not to buy.

So we ask the salesman, that girl is riding what bike, since i was so interested to know. Then the salesman replied, "No bike lah, havent get license." So we assume, just passed her traffic police. So i was asking the bike, wah best right passed TP already. SO si Kpo ni asked the salesman, she got license already ah. The he replies, "no lah, no license, just enrolled." or something like that.
I sat that laughing cause i was in awed for the wrong reason. O_o stupid or whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat. havent pass already buy rain coat. Hats up for her sia. Im already mid way still dunno what i want. tsk tsk tsk.

Last Sat was Haiqals graduation concert at Nanyang Poly's auditorium. Ouh gosh i do miss that place so so much. I think last years' graduation batch was much better. Ouh u cant believe how erm lembuuuuuuuuuuuuut (lembut lar not lembu) he was dancing. Awwww super super ke ai wor. The pictures are in my Sis handphone cause i havent send my camera for repair.

Dads & mums birthday celebration tomorrow. wheeeeeeeeeee~ & gf birthday celebration in 2 weeks time.

11/07/2008 03:14:00 PM, Friday, November 07, 2008

I've been losing appetite lately. Cant even finish a plate of bee hoon goreng, i ate lesser then half. My fav fried fish bee hoon at bugis, dint even finish my fav fish & my normal Yong tau foo, i dint even eat the bee hoon. Ouh i love bee hoon if u can see. :)

However i keep on craving for chocolates. But im not buying any cause i cant bare to gain more weight. Cause the moment i start munching on one, i'll start eating chocolate everyday. Bad for health u know.

Ouh its Friday. No-mood-to-work-day.

11/07/2008 09:32:00 AM,

Mummy is hospitalised again. She's down with fever & was trembling when i got home. Adik said she was gasping for air at one point of time & he dint even call me! Ok wait, kakak was at home. Its a good thing that we listen to ourself rather than Dad cause dad wanted to bring her to the private doctor cause he thought its only fever. But we know that when mummy's sick, going to private doctors are a waste of money cause the next, we will still have to bring her to the hospital. We prefer mum to be hospitalised so that she can get the full treatment & at least get some rest. At home, she just couldn't stay still. Tomorrow is Mummy's birthday & Adik's graduation. Hope Mummy will be discharge today so that we can see Haiqal do his thang on stage tomorrow. (Malay dance to be exact.) *excited* But first, Get Well Soon Mummy.

Every time mummy is sick, i got scared cause i'm not ready for anything, if you know what i mean. *sigh*

10/31/2008 09:15:00 AM, Friday, October 31, 2008

Yeah its FRIDAY!!!! & since its friday, i dont feel like doing any work today. huhu.

I'm so waiting for the weekends cause this whole week, i was super lazy to come to work.

Weekends are the only days that i can wake up later & for me to do my personal stuff!.

& & & i'm coming up with something new for my online shop so stay tune. That is if im not too lazy to revamped my website lar.

Ouh cycling with the family was uber fun & hilarious last Sunday. Surprisingly, mum too joined in the fun. Its been aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaages since mum rode a bicycle & its been years since i cycled. I think, bike is easier to balance then bicycle cause bicycle is light. O_o Sis & i wanted to blade, but since everyone wanted to cycle, we decided to cycle too. We were kinda worried abt mum though cause her health wise isnt that good due to her asthma but thank goodness she was ok. We cycled ard East Coast & took several breaks so that mum wont get too tired. & Qirah always end up last no matter where we go.

Ouh speaking of Qirah, my second last sibling. She was damn funnny lar. We cycled till this Seafood restaurant & decided to make a u turn back. Mum already cheated cause she saw us stopping & turning, she made a u turn straight away so that she ended up being the first instead of the last. Qirah too wanted to cheat, then suddenly she shouted & some what kick her bike aside. She screamed & screamed & hopped around & at the same time pointing to her shoulder. Obviously we were shocked lar with her sudden behaviour. So we were shouting whats wrong with u.

Then she shouted, "I saw a bee! I saw a bee!"

Cries & point to her shoulder.

"Tanak! tanak!" (Dont want Dont Want)

Instead of helping her, me, kakak, dad, hafiq & haiqal burst into laughter cause there was nothing on her shoulder & we dint see anything flying/buzzing off! Kakak suspected it was actually her rubber band which caused the illusion of the insect. So went we told her that it was her rubber band, she turned red & started laughing. *tsk tsk* Hilarious shit. wahaha.

Ouh i pimped my helmet! Dont have bike, helmet also can. huhu. Anyway, prac4 sucked big time last night. i cant even concentrate a bit. Last sat i can balance real well on the plank. Dint even fall at all. & last night, i CANNOT EVEN balance. Not even once. Super devastating. Super demoralised. But im taking again 2ml, shall see how it goes.

Ouh my pretty pretty pinky greenish helmet. i loike. ouh im changing the "face" color soon. The color doesnt even go well together. but i like it too much to peel the face off. huhu.

I admit that the fringe looked retarded a bit but i looooike.

10/26/2008 11:52:00 AM, Sunday, October 26, 2008

So the boy had his Passing out Parade last Friday. I ended up going cause he really really really wanted me to be there so ya. He was grinning like hell when his squad marched passed the audience. I must admit that i was really proud of him that moment. *big smile* & the boy got posted under the Police MRT Unit. So he'll be patrolling here & there. Although that's not what he wanted, he was glad cause he expected something shitty cause he was one of the few Nitec guys stuck with the Diploma squad.

His Inspector (?) said, "You want to know what your Boyfriend did?"
I replied, "What?"
"Ouh (paused) he took care of the whole squad!"
Everyone burst into laughter. Obviously its not true lar. He was super mischievous n always got the whole squad in trouble. So, it was the total opposite.

Last night, they had their BBQ gathering. Same thing happen. There was another inspector who came. All his squad mate was like pushing him towards the inspector & he kept on running away.
He was the only one who dare to joke ard with the higher ranked inspector.

My Very Own Policeman

Ouh, & He's been a real sweetheart this few days. :) Love love.

Got to go. Family outing! Wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

10/20/2008 03:04:00 PM, Monday, October 20, 2008

Its good to know that ur siblings are always there for you especially when things go wrong. Their concerns left me smiling & i felt as if huge weight was lifted from my shoulder. & today, i saw the adult side of my bro. :) thanks for asking how i was doing "matrep".

Syukur alhamdulilah.

I love my family a lot. We can share anything & everything but still keep it within us. Yesterday's drama was nothing but pure stupidity. i realised that only those whom i truly love can make me cry & sob uncontrollably till i fall asleep. I love my mummy although she gets on my nerves most of the time, like last night. We had a huge quarrel in the wee morning. I know she was just trying to protect me but whatever she did was wrong, totally wrong. Me being me, i will always stand up for my rights. My mum yelled & i yelled back cause i was not in the wrong, i did nothing wrong actually. Kakak? She hid under the bed sheet not wanting to interfere. Dad? He was already asleep, i think he heard us but dint wanna interfere as well. Why? Cause if they side me, mummy will kecik hati & sprout more nonsensical stuff, n they obviously cant side her cause mummy is in the wrong. She was making a big fuss out of nothing n got other ppl involved. But mummy end up apologising this morning while i was at work which got me all teared up. I ended up in the toilet, crying, calming myself. She knows i was really mad at her. Cause usually before i go for work, i will salam her & kiss her forehead although i'm like already super late. But just now, i was just too down to even approach her. So i just left home quietly. On the other hand, I'm glad that it was resolved, between mummy & me. the other party? Nah not fully.

Early that day was Raya visiting with the girls. Ouh back to the girls, we had lotsa fun, Aisha drove us ard. & she actually drove as fast as 120km/hr la eh. tsk tsk tsk. Tak sayang nyawe btol budak ni. & i dont get to take any pic :( my stupid camera broke down. So have to wait for the ladies to email me.

Oh, Dila, so sorry cant go to ur open hs ya. & Happy belated Birthday!! :) & To my another girls, so sorry i couldnt join u girls for hari raya & the break fast the other time. Time does not permits me lar ladies. BUt but meet up soon ok?

I'm still contemplating whether i should go this friday. My leave was already approved but im still left undecided.

& i dont want to grow up can i? Im not strong enough to handle life. I'm still brittle.

10/03/2008 09:39:00 PM, Friday, October 03, 2008

Showing me a little more affection will make things right.

9/07/2008 01:32:00 PM, Sunday, September 07, 2008

Wow, it has been so looooong since i've upadated my blog. Sheeesh. Just came back from my practical and im dead tired, thirsty, sticky n smelly. Eww. Plus im still fasting n its only 1.40pm right now. *sigh*

Curled my hair yesterday. The auntie cheated my feelings! Boohooo. I dint manage to get the curls that i wanted but oklah at least it suits me. And the curl was suppose to start from the roots of my hair but maybe cause i already, washed it/tied it up/bun up my hair and i havent buy my hair mousse, my curls erm was somewhat destroyed. kuang2.

And i spotted a beautiful rainbow while riding after a heavy downpour. Pretty pretty. But sadly thats the best picture i manage to snap with my lousy handphone. *ouh enlarge the pic to get a better view*.

National Day fever where all the ladies came to work with beautifully manicured fingers and everyone had no mood to work.

The Mani+Pedi session at work

A few weekends back.

Dinner with the ladies

Shall update more when i have the time to. *grins*

8/19/2008 02:01:00 PM, Tuesday, August 19, 2008

So where are all the photos? Haha.I'm just being lazy so that shall wait.Prac 2 was a COMPLETE disaster.

It started drizzling while we were doing the stretchings. Big droplets of water started to pour when the strechings ended. And it rained heavily while the instructor was teaching us about the signal lights, turnings n such. I was already shivering and couldnt concentrate to what the instructor was talking about. And the best part, i forgot how to ride. o_O I was like WTF! Poor control of the bike, wrong gear, bike stalling bla bla bla. tsk tsk. So while waiting for the others to stop for the 2nd briefing, this guy asked me. How many times i took my prac 1. I said twice. I think he must have thought how the hell i manage to pass at the 2nd attempt while he took 4 times since my riding was like shit. Haha. He even help me while we were moving ard the circuit, tell me when to move off n such. kwang kwang. But when we need to do the right turn, it got better. And Taufik wasnt much help anyway cause he kept on laughing. -_- mf. He was on medical leave so yeap. And its unfair, the very first time i fail my prac 1, he pass his IPPT. When i pass my prac 1, he failed his PDT. And yest i fail my prac 2, he pass his IPPT again. Mf mf mf. The instructor only say, "Practice more." Thats it? *roll eyeS* And damn it, i have bruises around my left leg. Its hideous i tell u.

Another staff is leaving the finance department. tsk tsk tsk. let me recall.AdelynLynnAllisonShih-weiGillianNicoleIvy7 staff in less than 2 months ok! tsk tsk. But luckily, we're still stable thank God for that.

Shall continue "later". :)

8/08/2008 10:06:00 AM, Friday, August 08, 2008

Wah almost all my close colleagues chose to come in late today. tsk tsk tsk. I thought of coming in late too but ended up being early.

Manicure and pedicure yesterday was fun. The way the make the 3D flowers were super cool. From this powder substance, they use a small brush n made a 3d rose. NICE! So today, ALL ladies from finance have a manicure-d and pedicure-d nails.Some chose the glittery effect, nail art, diamante, french manicure yada yada, while mine is the plain dark purple/maroon. I prefer it simple. Our finance department did dragged along some of the "brave" guys to come for the manicure session, including our MD. While others chicken out. hehe. They were pretty fascinated after routine cause their nails turned out to be shiny and smooth. Their reaction was funny. And many use red and white today. Myself? I'm using a green top and white bottom, but i brought along my red sweater though. hehe.

And now im here, waiting for all the pictures to be downloaded instead of working. I'm not in the mood to work today. Pre-holiday symptom. huhu.

Ouh this month itself, we somewhat "accumulated" a lot of classic/stupid jokes/mistakes.

One (Aida)

We were having a farewell lunch at Windsor Hotel sidetrack, the food SUCKED to the core! Super slow service and the food wasnt nice too. The standard of the hotel was super duper low.So Aida was saying, "I was on the bus bla bla bla bla, suddenly this girl tap so hard on my back. I WANT TO ANGRY ALREADY SIA." *pause* i burst out into laughter first, Siti heard, she laughed and others started laughing. haha. I want to angry? imagine a 23 years old talking like that? that really cracked me up. So at times when we feel angry or stress up, we will recall that funny phrase and started laughing like mad.

TWO (Aida again)

After manicure and pedicure session yesterday, in the lift."Previously i was an ah lian. Pure one, u know with the long wallet sharp comb. My frinch like feelers. Then i walk like this." *showed us the ahlian walked*Me and Siti laughed and laughed. And she continued, "this one i keep a very secret one." This time, Siti spotted that. I dint hear though cause i was still laughing at her stupid ah lian walk. Both of them laughed even louder this time round. So siti repeated what she said and all of us burst into laughter.Then Aida said, " I can't believe thats coming from me, again!"

THREE (Siti)

We went out for dinner a few weeks back at breeks. The food we ordered were delicious i must say. And additional of $1 for the soup of the day and the dessert (choc ice-cream). We were talking about buying the daily necessities from the departmental store or something. Siti: "Just now i saw it downstairs. I forgot what the store was called. Robinson? Little Robinson or something like that."*aida and me looked at each other* Obviously we started laughing like mad. And got stares from the other diners.Siti was clueless la since she dunno the exact name of the shop. Its actually John little! haha. That day we laughed like mad until our stomach and jaw hurts.

Hahaha. Funny shit. :) Wonder when's my turn to make those silly mistakes.

Backdated pictures from Nurul's Birthday, our short meet up and yesterday's manicure. Image heavy. *grins* Next post please. :P

8/06/2008 10:46:00 PM, Wednesday, August 06, 2008

Meet the girls last night, Fiza, Ain & Nurul. I was super duper tired but when i saw nurul's msg saying that she was up since 5am, i just couldnt refuse cause they were tired too but still set some time for the short meet up. Its been sooooo long ever since we saw each other, everyone has been pretty caught up with our own life. Fiza already started her university, Nurul & Dell decided to go for teaching while Ain also applied for part time teaching. Wah wah all main "teacher teacher" nampak. :) any way Loves, all the best in what ever you do aite? Hopefully thats the right path that you girls are heading towards.

Prac 1 just now was fun i must say although i failed. Huhu. I was confident through out although i know i wont pass on first attempt. Right after the instructor praised, "wah very good, you really can ride" everything started to tumble. haha. Luckily i dint fall, and there's like 3 other girls on the group. None proceeded to prac 2 anw. The only avail slot for me is next wed. We'll see how that goes.

The funny part of it was, i stopped to ask the instructor why i couldnt change my gear. He said, "you sure or not i saw u changing gears so many times" but i insisted on saying that i couldnt change my gear so i went for several rounds ard the small circuit and stopped for the 2nd time. So the instructor hold on to my clutch and dropped the gear. And you know what, I was already at gear 5! haha. bummer. But i had fun cruising around, legally. :) And as predicted, more bruises although it isnt as bad as the previous few. Mainstand-ing the bike wasnt a problem, at all. His bike was the problematic one which caused my whole body to ache that day O_o.

And the scary part was, i nearly ran over this tudong girl's hand. She fell several time and i was just behind her and phew, luckily i wasnt too close to her if not she can kiss her hands good bye. Scary shit.

AND this? ouh i turned blue everytime my work piles up. :) See, no kidding.

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And YOU, i WAS angry cause you kept on shoving me aside as and when you like it. If u dont like being here, then just leave me for good, don't even bother coming back as simple as that. Enough with the sarcasm, YOU were the one who told me that i have the right to choose. So keep that sarcastic remarks to yourself cause i had enough of that.

8/03/2008 03:38:00 PM, Sunday, August 03, 2008

So i was dragged to bugis to buy my apple strudel and the "best" part was erm i havent even bathe larr! And i was using my adek's free t-shirt, i found it cute though, hehe, and my slack pants. O_o *smacks forehead*

He asked me to accompany him to buy his XXL chic from hougang mall but he tricked me instead. You don't expect me to jump off a moving bike right. So through out i shut my visor, paisey dok.

Manicure and pedicure session in our office this thurs, cant wait.

7/27/2008 10:35:00 PM, Sunday, July 27, 2008

"I tgk your friendster takde my gambar pon."

"Cause you havent fulfill your promises, but you're at my featured."

That shut him up and i got a hug in return.

O_o *shakes head*

7/20/2008 10:44:00 PM, Sunday, July 20, 2008

Why the lack of updates?
Cause i practically have nothing to blog about.
Kwang kwang kwang.

Why the lack of photos?
Cause i've been feeling insecure ever since i've gained a lot of weight.
Kwang kwang kwang.

So i've been planning to enroll for my license this coming pay but hopefully i wont back out last minute. There are things which made me think twice about taking my license.
Firstly, I get bruises easily. The other time i rode at kallang, i wanted to release the mainstand of his bike, i got a huge bruise in return. Why? Cause i stood to near to the foot rest and there you go. ouh i took a photo of it. My mum nagged at me cause she thought i kena the pipe of the pipe since it looked so "serious". So, falls are a big no no since i erm am erm planning erm to erm hide erm this erm license erm from erm my erm dad erm. haha cause my mum allow me to but my dad kinda disapprove but mummy told me to go ahead and only let dad knows when i've pass later on. insya allah.

Secondly, im kinda afraid of huge traffics and of jay-walking. I'll tend to wait till the road is fully cleared before crossing. Usually, him/another him/sis/bro/colleague, will pull my arm cause i wont budge.
kwang kwang kwang.

Work has been rather busy i must say. The hand over wasnt good. A lot of info wasnt passed to me fully. Thus, everyday its a must for me to "disturb" my in-charge with lotsa Qs. Luckily i have my crazy bunch of colleagues to keep me entertain everyday. And ouh, i box of sweets/tidbits/what-have-yous to keep me awake. And all that sweet things caused me to FAIL MY F-KING URINE TEST. MF. Ouh, i've been told by many that my speed of eating is somewhat super slow but my rate of eating tidbits/can
kwang kwang kwang.

Life with this bugger is somewhat ok at the moment. Ouh, he can be damn tall at times.

Ouh this is what i mean when i look freaking tembam on certain days.

AND when u feel tembam, its a must to take a photo with someone who is as tembam as you are. huhu. My anak sedare.

Labels: Family, Life, Love, Work

7/16/2008 08:03:00 PM, Wednesday, July 16, 2008

Something is really bugging me at this moment but im not sure what.

Life has been busy lately, but work is still manageable, thank God for that.

I wanna blog more but im too lazy to blog. hmmm.

We'll see tonight.

xoxo

miszila

Labels: Life

7/01/2008 04:00:00 PM, Tuesday, July 01, 2008

Things are still as rocky as before but the positive thing is, it doesnt last as long as it did previously. I must say only his first 10days in NS went smoothly, others till now was a bleargh. His first and second book out was not like what i've expected. In my view, booking out equals to more problems. Thus im not really looking forward to his book out since i'm too tired to layan all his kerenahs. But only God knows how much i yearn to meet him, hang out, laugh and have fun. But sigh its impossible for him to do just that. Bummer. So now I'm having that hack-care attitude. I shall not be bothered by that too much cause i've grown used to it. Thus i shall enjoy my life and spend my money on stupid things. HAHAHA.

Ouh Alhamdulilah i've converted to permanent position right now. Not much work yet cause im still helping with the ad-hoc thingy. Actually, i was the one who wanted to help since i seriously have nothing to do. Although i'm already a perm, i'll still be doing the ad-hocs first before they get everything settled since a few of the finance staff are resigning. Kinda scary since a few are resigning at the same time but i shall look on the positive side and take it as an opportunity for me to gain more experience. And i must say, there's a lot of office politics going around right now. Tsk tsk, i shall just sit one corner and see. :) Watch, learn and laugh.

Watched movie yesterday with my *coughs* online *coughs* sweetheart *coughs*. Suddenly feel like coughing a lot. haha. Don't Mess with the Zohan was an ok ok movie la i must say. Not really that great. Well i do bad reviews so most probably u have to watch and judge it by urself. Hehe. Got too comfortable till i actually fell asleep for a few minutes. *shakes head* i must have been to tired from all the *coughs* hard work i've done in the office earlier on. I STILL WANNA WATCH GET SMART LOR. haiya. that shall wait.

Ok i'm done.

Labels: Life, Love, Work

6/25/2008 10:31:00 AM, Wednesday, June 25, 2008

:( position filled? utter rubbish.

*sigh*

#*#%$

6/24/2008 04:53:00 PM, Tuesday, June 24, 2008

When love is no longer strong, insecurities keep flowing in.
Even a tiny problem was made big.

Ouh, I had to give my interview a missed. *sigh*

Labels: Life, Love

6/20/2008 04:02:00 PM, Friday, June 20, 2008

Everyone's so busy while i'm walking around disturbing my colleagues. I have nothing to do. Quoted from my colleague, "Zila's honeymoon period lasted throughout her contract while mine lasted only for a week." Huhu. :)

I bought another shoes yesterday when i havent even use my gallaz shoes. I couldnt resist it. It captured my attention and really really really have to get my hands on them so i bought them. Luckily it dint burn a hole in my pocket since it was on sale. *grins* i loike.

6/17/2008 04:05:00 PM, Tuesday, June 17, 2008

Father's Day was spent with the WHOLE family at East Coast park. The weather was pretty humid and i was iching all over my body. Sucks. Had fun though there wasnt much things to do.

Our attempt (failed) in making letters with the camera and a strong source of light.

The Dads

The Family

My Farewell dinner

My in-charge approach me early today asking whether im available to extend my contract for another month. As we talked, the issue about becoming a permanent staff was raised. So now, i'm waiting for the higher management to talk to me and such. I'm hoping to stay with the company since i've adapted to the surroundings and the colleagues here are a fun bunch. If i get to stay, i guess the farewell dinner was a waste of money then. Haha. There's 2 other dishes which i dint manage to capture the pics. n others which i dint upload. hehe.

Labels: Family, Fun, Life, Love

6/13/2008 01:57:00 PM, Friday, June 13, 2008

Been wanting to upload the zoo pics since 2 weeks ago but i couldnt bear to show my-forever-putting-on-weight body. Sigh.. (ouh i avoided t-shirts cause i look fat in them, serious.)

My parents decided to fetch this lil kiddo, Audi Anaqi, from the grandma's house to join us for our Zoo trip. This lil kiddo is too small (doesnt like drinking milk at all), too active (runs, fall, laugh, repeat action all over again) and i must say prefer guys than girls. damn it. Ouh image heavy.

Ran...

Fell....

Stood up...

Laughed...

Ran away...

01 July 2008 - Haiqal's Birthday

He love riding the fake crocodile...

Got angry when my sis tried to put her hands in its mouth...

My bro had to be his bapak angkat for the day...

Since it was blazing hot, n we've forgotten his cap, he did that for his own survival...

Mummy's bestfriend. The Babirusa. haha. stink like hell...